April 6, 2005

• So last night my parents woke me up to move my car out in the street.

  
  

  I go back to sleep. No one comes back in to tell me that my dad is home, and I can move it back.

  
  

  So I wake up and go out, and my car is still out in the street.

  
  

  i tell my mom she owes me 10 bucks, and she said she didnt.

  
  

  im not sure how this is my fault. but she sure thinks it is.

  
  

  so she told me I could move out.

  
  

  I told her if she wanted to pay for it, then I would.

  
  

   

  
  

  I want... no I need to get out of this house.

  
  

  I need alot of things.

  
  

  Man.

  
  

  how did I manage to fuck my life up so much?

  
  

  Im not in school cuz I cant afford it.

  
  

  I have a shit job. and no place I apply hires me.

  
  

  i can barely afford my car.

  
  

  I miss my money.

  
  

  I miss being able to do what I want.

  
  

  Hell, I miss not having to worry about paying for gas.

  
  

  speaking of gas, My mom told me this sunday I HAVE to go pick up my grandma and drop her off.

  
  

  I was like "i hope youre giving me gas money"

  
  

  "No, shes your grandma"

  
  

  Lets go over this.

  
  

  I am told to go get her. Not my idea.

  
  

  And Thats two trips. Thats a whole tank.

  
  

  If I wanted to see her, I would go there.

  
  

  Only half a tank.

  
  

  I loathe my parents.

  
  

  I really do.

  
  

  If I could punch her in the face, I think I would.

  
  

  ugh, Ive been up since 6.

  
  

  i have work in 3 hours.

  
  

  Maybe ill take a nap.

  
  

  Naps cure everything.

  • 10:04 am
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