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  • Stolen From Christine. Because it rawks.

    '50s-style diner serves next generation of dreamers, schemers

    Publication Northwest Herald
    Date April 17, 2005
    Section(s) Local News

    By ALLISON L. SMITH

    asmith@nwherald.com

    The Steak 'n Shake on Randall Road in Lake in the Hills may seem a world
    away from the city, but go there any night and you'll find an unlikely
    collection of brash philosophers.

    The throng of teens and 20-somethings scratch and rattle against the drone
    of suburbia. In the midst of boxy retail mania, they carve a nocturnal
    refuge - still young enough to spew unjaded odes to world peace and artistic
    expression, not yet old enough to have the resources or job skills that
    forge reality from ideas.

    They've been gathering almost every night - some for a few weeks, many
    several years - to smoke, drink coffee, rant, read, write, sing,
    collaborate, and find and lose lovers.

    They are the Steak 'n Shake regulars, crawling unapologetically from one red
    vinyl booth to the next.

    "We always have [great] conversations here," says Brandon Casimer, 20, who
    comes every night he can get a ride. "The tangents are the best part."

    Most of the regulars say they come to the '50s-style burger chain - itself a
    chromatic tribute to the era of soda shop hang-outs - because they feel
    welcome.

    McHenry County does have other restaurants that are open all night, but most
    have some expectations that customers will order food and stay in their
    seats.

    Jessica Berauer, 20, has worked at the Steak 'n Shake for nearly four years.
    She says that between 9 p.m. and dawn, most orders consist of "tons and tons
    and tons of coffee."

    "People who work the later shift are young and can relate to the customers,"
    she says. "They're not really in it for the tip money, like some older
    servers at other places."

    Casimer, for one, appreciates the chance to have a cup of joe and work on
    creative projects without pressure to consume.

    "I got kicked out of a place the other day for just drinking coffee," he
    says. "That's never an issue here."

    About 10:30 p.m. on a recent weekday, Casimer chain-smokes Camel Lights with
    Anthony Elston, 20. Both guitar players, they have had a band in concept
    mode for years.

    "It's called Fhlip-Mohe," Casimer says. "It's all [kinds of] music. We don't
    want it to have a genre."

    When their waitress asks Casimer whether he's ready to order, he grins and
    strokes his blond beard, saying, "Depends."

    "I'm not working third [shift] tonight," the waitress responds.

    The grin fades, and he nods, " OK. Water."

    "No pop?"

    "Nah. I'm broke."

    Moments later, she brings him a soda. The grin returns.

    Broke or breaking are perpetual states for most of the diner's regulars, a
    few of them former Steak 'n Shake employees.

    If they aren't doling tips on potential jobs or respectfully boasting their
    newest gig, they're bashing the Washington fat cats for putting oil ahead of
    the little guy.

    Unemployed Casimer gets a line on a part-time security job at McHenry County
    College from a veteran regular known as "Beef," who sports his MCC duds at
    the diner after work.

    On a rare night off his security post in a gated neighborhood, Nate
    Langfeldt, 21, ends up at Steak 'n Shake. He's already hit two other spots,
    hungry for recreation.

    In a black trench coat and braided hemp necklace with a Kermit the Frog
    medallion, Langfeldt offers a smooth hand slap.

    "What'ya doin'?" Casimer says.

    "Huntin', man," he says, rocking like a boxer ready to punch.

    By his 11:15 p.m. arrival, the checkerboard café is packed with piercings
    and bold dye-jobs.

    Jessy Petersen, 18, waves off a cloud of smoke as she manages to focus on
    her solitaire game in the heady hum. A girl nearby lolls a netted leg on the
    lap of her lanky beau, himself distracted by the impromptu rap being waged
    one seat over.

    Langfeldt chats about his plan to fill the long hours in the security booth
    with a marathon of Kevin Smith-directed movies. That reminds Casimer to tell
    Elston about the progress of the animated TV pilot he's developing with a
    friend. They've got storyboards laid out for two seasons already, he says.

    "Oh, yeah, well you look like the type to do the 'Rugrats,'" Elston quips,
    as they launch into caffeinated debate about "South Park" and other
    satirical cartoons.

    Elston has his own good news to share, other than the tickets he scored to
    an Incubus concert.

    For him, like practically everyone at Steak 'n Shake, affordable rent away
    from the [pa]'rents is a chronic quest.

    The Algonquin native is whiling away what he hopes to keep to a year-long
    break from the University of Colorado, where he studies avant-garde film. He
    announces he's got a foot in the door of a Zen Buddhist commune.

    "Imagine waking up just to sit down and go back to sleep," Elston muses
    about meditation, half teasing. "And they might give me odd jobs. Sounds
    like the life, right?"

    Hell yes my friends!!!

  • Alright Time for a REAL update.
    Last night Annie, Patti, David, Danny and I went to Denny's for some awesome conversation and great straight curly fries. Lol
    "Oh we could just push her down the stairs into a pile of coat hangers!"
    These people crack me up.
    Even though I said that.
    Heh.
    Then we went to SNS, where We proceeded to act like complete and total idiots. and It was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC.

    So the other night, I met Matt, or Rusty. He started hitting on me....and then told me he was engaged.
    Well I stopped that whole Hitting on thing, and at about 6 am that
    morning, we went for a walk around patti's block. Talking about his
    fiance, and why I dont date etc. etc. Well, I talked to him last night
    at sns, and he touched my butt. and Im like "NO! Bad Matt!" and he told
    me he broke it off with his fiance. Now, His friend said theres more
    too it. But he wont tell me. Granted we just met, but im still curious
    as all fuckin hell. lol.

    I didnt sleep for 40 hours. it sucked. but then I slept for about 9ish.
    And Im alot better now. Although Im hungry. and theres a pint of Ben
    and Jerry's Brownie icecream just begging for me to eat it.

    Today is wensday. Today is Nero's day. Today is the day I go and make
    an ass infront of hot guys at neros. o/ Ain't nuttin wrong wit dat!
    Friday is Kareoke night at the outpost, and Saturday is Party night at Pattis. Hah, Drunken Bonfire here we come!!!

    I still need a job.

    But till then, I have some pretty kick ass friends.

    Except for the ones who dont call me until they have no one else to hang out with.
    Thats just kinda lame.

  • None of you will understand my joy for this.
    but last night, I killed over 300 people.
    Reset on AD
    So it was a free for all.
    and it was fuckin sexy as all hell.
    I couldnt die.
    and It rocked my world.
    Like
    Hardcore and stuff.

  • MIsquito bites on the foot suck.

    A orgy of making out and groping does not.

    Job hunting sucks

    Drunken Bonfires do not.

    I Rukle

    you do not.

  • I dont care how drunk you are.


    Making obsene comments about my friends...


    doesnt fly with me.


    and nothing pisses me off more.


    Im gonna go whoop some ass.


    Kthnx.

  • orgasmicly awesome friday night.


    As usual.


    Kareoke with David.


    Saw Jennie, Annie and of course my super hot neighbor Danny there.


    Interesting!


    Sung Bitch, ten thousand Angels, dont go breakin my heart, Sin wagon and something else.


    FUN!!!


    Then SNS.


    Last night was fun too.


    Went to woodstock to take pictures, then Annies house (Annie Valentine) then Came back to patti's to cook.


    Heh heh. I Rawk at teh Cooking!


    Right.


    so Last night David left us. And me and patti decided to get TRASHED!!!


    We did a shot of Tequilla, With the salt and the lime...


    and then realized david was outside smoking. lmfao


    so we did some shots together.


    I got drunk, they didnt


    I dont know what we talked about


    but I have a feeling I just babbled on and on.


    Oh well.


    Im gonna go smoke then go back to sleep


    <3

  • *Shrugs*

  • My birthday sucked. Still havent gotten cake or presents, and it was what..5 days ago? Super.
    Anyway

    AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY!!

    Woke up David and Patti and we headed to on the border for Dessert for lunch. Mmmm So amazingly good. *drools*
    Then we hung out at patti's house till she had to go to work. then me
    and David went to see Bewitched, very cute. made me cry. Then We headed
    to the Outpost, which is a bar out in the middle of nowhere, for
    kareoke night o/ I picked a song for david to sing and told him he
    couldnt know what it was. lol. He did the same for me. But I guessed it :P Roxie from teh chicago soundtrack. Kareoke is my new love. The
    Outpost is the COOLEST place ever. Seriously.

    Then we headed to steak n shake. I left around 1ish. I was tired. it
    was a long day.  in about an hour I have to shower and get ready
    for work. Le sigh.

  • Had a rough day.


    First of all, Ive been up since 7am. Thats early for me. Whine whine, bitch moan. I know.


    We had a meeting with my grandparents lawyer at 10. Whine whine, bitch moan.


    I had to get "dressed up" Whine whine, bitch moan.


    then we find out "The Maxted Family Trust" Isnt in my name, or my mothers. No no, its in Joyce pettersons name. I dont like her. shes a busybody. We called her to see if she would reliquish her rights, but she wants a meeting to see about it. WOMAN, YOU ARE DYING OF CANCER. GIVE IT UP. HAND IT OVER. OR ILL KILL YOU. Whine whine, bitch moan.


    Then, We go to the hospital. I hate hospitals. I couldnt sit still. I couldnt stay in that damn room. When I think hospital, I think death. Two people I love more than life itself have gone to hospitals and not come back. I never got to say goodbye because It was what...a hospital. Right. So I hate them. After like 4 trips outside to smoke. Or as I told my parents "Get food" we had a meeting with the social worker at the hospital. Whine whine, bitch moan.


    What a flighty little bitch she was. She did not make me happy like the lawyer did. He was nice. He helped. This whore of a woman made us wait an hour...HOUR.... extra time to spend in a what? HOSPITAL. So she sums it up, My grandmas getting a test to see how crazy she is. SPEND SOME TIME WITH HER!! YOU"LL SEE!!! Whine whine, bitch moan.


    Then we went to my grandmas house. To look for the Trust papers mainly, and make sure shes paying all her bills. Well Im sitting in the corner on the floor in her room looking at the files, and I find. "Divorce", "Maxted Vs. Boyd" and My personal Favorite.."BOYD CHILDREN". Im sitting there skimming them and found some interesting things out. Whine whine, bitch moan.


    My grandparents always hated my real dad. I never really knew why. Just assumed because he was a jerk. Aparently they lent him 5k and he never paid it back. They had to take it to court and it turned into this big mess. Then I learned how no one really wanted me and my brother. We bounced around from foster home to foster home, until we ended up here in crystal lake. And thank fucking god for that one. Whine whine, bitch moan.


    Then my Mom decided it was time to go home. So I reluctently left the files with plans to go back and read them. and boy did I. I just got home from elk grove. Spent 2 hours READING those files. Reading about my moms Rehab at the age of 17. Reading how she felt so guilty for a car accident, that really wasnt her fault. Read about how she wished she was the one who died instead of her friend debbie. Read about How she was primarily in foster care till 5th grade (LIKE ME!!!) and then finally adopted. I read letters my mom wrote home to my grandparents, and I cried. She had the same emotions that I was feeling for a while. Her handwriting looks so much like mine. Its freaky. Its like, I wrote those letters, I said those words. Im sure I have.


    Then I read about how My grandparents had a baby before they adopted my mom, and it was a stillborn. I cried for that. I cried when I read my grandma had a hystorectomy. All these people wanted were kids. And they took a big chance on my mom. and She knew it. She caused alot of problems, but through it all, they loved her. So very much. I cried alot tonight.


    Then I got to the file about me and Pat. And all the papers with the Social workers from DCFS. and visits with both of my parents. About how my dad used to abuse us. How I used to be scared to cry. all these things. Pat wouldnt talk, he would just sit by me and hold my hand. I miss pat. I need pat.


    No litterally. He needs to know whats going on. Tis' my job to find him, and tell him This is whats going on. and you can have no part of it. Because if there is money, you will squander it away, and I refuse to let you do that. If he refuses to decline (which he will) I have to go to court, and Point out that hes been in jail, he has a child to support. Where as, I have work. and nothing else right now. Im willing to put off school if it means taking care of my gma. I dont WANT too persay, but I will do it because it is the right thing.


    Then on the way home my parents told me they were talking. They are thinking of Getting me a condo. Two room, simple. First floor. But the catch is, Id be living with my grandma. But when Shes finally ready to go into a nursing home or something like that, The condo is all mine. To do as I please with it... I have mixed feelings. I want to move out, but am I really ready? am I? I told them We could look into and keep it open, but I wanted to put some serious thought into it. A house of any sort isnt something you can really rush into. Im young, Im stupid. I will somehow manage to screw this up. Just watch.


    Im tired, Im cranky. Ive had alot thrown at me. Im learning about my past. Where ive come from. What makes me the way I am. I just want to Go see my friends, then Curl up and sleep in my bed. Yes, That sounds heavenly. You all have a good night. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan. Whine whine, bitch moan.

  • Well, I have strep throat.


    that sucks.


    I think its because I went 38 hours with out sleep, and for 12 of those hours I was working.
    Oh well.


    Went to the hospital, because my mom was so freaked out.


    Im on drugs now.


    yay drugs!


    And now, im going to eat rubarb crisp, and take a nice long nap.


    Bye folks.