October 12, 2005

• Well I went and did it. Did what you ask mr. text box? why I went and Got naked, 100% naked at a party. Last night was hottub night. I Got Drunk, then naked and made out with people. Not surprising. What was surprising was waking up the next morning and going "holy shit, wheres my underwear?"

  
  

  I'm so tired of working. The only good thing about it is the 300-400 bucks a week I'm pulling in because my managers are dicks. Life is confusing. This guy, should be with me...and hes not. And i see him constantly, and Its always the sme thing.."why arnt you mine?" not that I say that to him, but I think it. And it sucks. A lot. and makes me all quiet and reflective on the things that have happened.

  
  

  I'm going to quit smoking. Why you ask? 1.)Im out of smokes. 2.) It'd probably be better for me. and 3.) I have no money till thursday. So If I can make it too thursday with out begging someone to save me, then I will have, For once, sucessfully quit. The only downside to this is A. Cravings. And B. Seeing a lot less of my friends. Which sucks, but I'm too fuckin busy with work anyway. So wish me luck.

  
  

  I really need to do laundry. I was suposed to today, but I got distracted by "Just like Heaven" which made me cry, a lot. and such. And it made me believe even more in fate and that there is someone out there for everyone, just have to give it time. Kinda made me want to go into a coma so I could Find someone. Such a cute sappy movie.

  
  

  Right, So theres a real entry from me. Im sure I could babble on for a few more hours, but I have a book I want to finish reading tonight before I pass out. Be good folks, or something close to it.

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