October 9, 2005

  • hanging out at davids house. Party time, yet im too tired to party. Just drinking some beer and chilling online. I make visits everyonce in a while, to say high, talk a bit, smoke... but other than that, I read my book and chill. Wow, what an awesome person Ive become


    Life is good. and by good I mean crappy. i work to much, sleep and eat far to little. At least I still see my friends.


    I need to realize that Love isnt in the cards for me. I give up. I really do. I need to fix my shit, before I drag myself into someone elses shit. I need to start thinking clearer and realize that life is more about me (in my eyes) than the people around me. I need to let go of the weight thats sitting on my shoulders and make myself happy.


    Deepest entry yet, dont you agree? Oh well. thats life. And now, For more beer.