Does anyone actually read this anymore?

Anyway.

Dear Xanga,
Good day today. I am a sex machine. and by sex, I mean nothing. Went to work when I woke up. I was a runner. 4 hours of carrying trays. and Fuck, my arm hurts. Then I went home and showered because I felt so fuckin dirty. My hair was adorable,  and I shall show you with a picture.

All night I was being called Princess Leia. It was fun. Then I cuddled with tree and slept. Awesome times.
Yes, I know. Miller and Tree. Im such a pimp.

Now heres a picture of my obnoxiously blue eyes.

Oh yea. dead sexy. I have the hottest lips ever. Why my nose looks so strange, I dont know. BUT!.. Id make out with me.

Ok. Well That was my night. alot of laughs. Alot of rubbing it in maria's face that I was the one cuddling with tree and not her. Haha. Im such a bitch. And now, I go sleepy. Or play poker. Either or. Since I have to be at work in 5 hours. Blech. I better make some damn good money.

Dear Xanga,

Another fufilling night at SNS.....stop laughing.
Made some new friends, Bussed some tables, took orders, And served. Made 8 bucks, and a great time.
Since OTB is closed due to a plumbing problem, I did not have to work. We have our fingers crossed in hopes of no work tomorrow(Today)as it is my mothers birthday, and I feel bad for missing it.

We had some girltalk tonight, about claiming guys, and putting them on our "Nice Shoes" list. Since I dont do that, I told Maria that if she wanted Miller, and he picked her over me, that I would not be upset. I was full of shit when I said it. But, thats ok. I am a pushover when it comes to liking people. "What, Id do him, but if he wants to do you, go for it!" Niceness is overrated.

Went to my Grandma's today. Oh what a joyful trip that was. We need to get her out of elkgrove and closer to us. Then I dont have to drive 45 minutes to see her. Le sigh.

Talked to Jason today. First time in 3 weeks. That was exciting. Confused about it. Not sure. Oh well.

took a nice two hour nap. woke up at midnight, went to hang out.

Wensday is patti's bday. OTB hard core party. 18 people, all in the outdoor section. I envision great times.

Saturday night, Another party at patti's. I envision AWESOME times, and maybe some making out. If not for me, Someones gonna get lucky at this party. even if I have to play "Who's In my mouth" (Little sumthin sumthin for those Dane cook fans)

Speaking of Dane Cook, Id do him.

Well Xanga, This has been fun. We should do it again sometime. Like tomorrow. When I have another awesome day with my awesome friends.

Yours always and forever,
Jen

p.s. You are lookin mighty fine this morning. Meet me in the bathroom in 5 minutes, I'll bring the pickles if you bring the BBQ sauce.

David I miss you

I love my Job.

I love money.

I love my friends.

and I love Cake.

mmm cake.

Alright.

Shower time.

AWESOME NIGHT LAST NIGHT.

Let me tell you.

Lawsons 21st.

It was a blast.

Got there, Sat aroudn talking.

Then we got patti

Then Patti Got drunk

haha, I got drunk.

"Jen, how are you?"
"I am DRUNK! and fuckin super!"

heh. Then, Aparently... We flashed people.

That was probably fun too.

I got one hour of sleep.

Silly Ryan Keeping me up all morning.

"Lets get naked and start a revolution"

"Naked jogging around the block? Or, Maybe its yogging, could be a soft J sound!"

It was a great fuckin night. No real drama. No real fights. Just me and my buddies.

Man, I love life.

and then I went to work.

and had a great fuckin time.

And Now,

Im going to bed.

Wooooooo!

Ive worked 18 hours in 2 days....12 of which were today.

tomorrow another double. And the day after that, and the day after that.

I hurt..but Im Rich.

Im Happy.

Thats new.

But I am.

I have great friends, we have awesome times.

and..

I look dead sexy in my hoochie mama outfit.

Ill see if I can get a pic from patti.

I miss david Like crazy.

So yesterday was our first roleplay. which was why I was freaking out. I dont know the menu, I dont know what I need to know. I need to go oin and talk with my manager Jen. I cant sit with a book and study, I have to do it. best way to learn it for me.

I didnt fuck up too bad. Made 12 bucks. Plus whatever i was clocked in for. Didnt spill anything, Didnt drop anything on anyone. All in all, I did OK.

Im exausted. I dont sleep because Im either at work, or studying at sns. Today is my only day off this week. I slept all night. Passed up clubbing because I was exausted. I Slept through my test this morning. Im going in tomorrow at 9am to take it. I hear its 6 pages, and hard as fuck.

I dont know what Im going to do.

Oh god. Im nervous.

I have been on a reading kick lately.

Wensday night I read a book.
tonight i read a book.

Hell, i even got patti to start reading a book.

o/

Tomorrow, another book

P.s. On the Border food is ORGASMIC.

Taste tested yesterday. Today the desserts. Ohhh god yes.

pps. Tree is confusing.

David left for Italy this morning.

I miss him already.

Patti was crying at sns.

I almost started crying.

32 days and counting.

There was a mini rave at sns tonight.

Basicly Trent had the two glowsticks, and Pat had the Cool beats.

Thats right, beats.

my hipness just astounds you doesnt it?

Started training.

Im happy again.

The end.